Julie says I am too negative. Julie has lost vision in the lower right quadrant in both eyes. Her balance is not great and she has a little weakness on the left side. Her vision is generally impaired in the left eye.
It all scares the crap out of me, I have to admit. I am scared for her, I am afraid of losing her. The MRI showed multiple lessions / tumors. We go to a radiologist on Tuesday. They will map out her tumors and start radiation treatments. We will know more then, perhaps.
Julie remains optimistic and gets after me for "giving up" on her. I haven't given up, but I am afraid of the cancer inside of her and its virility. I am afraid of losing her one small part at a time.
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